Numbers. We think number are just tools we use in our everyday life. Well, there is much more to numbers than that.
I guess we all have a 'lucky number', a number we have a preference for. For some reason we choose a number we stick to, or that we are attracted to. As I have mentioned earlier in my case it has always been number 7. Since childhood it has been my 'lucky number', my most favourable number. I just felt that sort of connection with this number. I didn't know why, or how I came to choose it without a reason. I always wanted to believe numbers had a special power, or if those 'lucky numbers' really did work. Well, as for everything, there was a reason.
I discovered this book about numerology by a friend of mine called 'the life you were born to live' by Dan Millman. At that point I was already on my path of the spiritual discovery - I have believed in different life paths and different purposes of our lives, and I was already quite into knowing how numbers played a part in it. I bought the book and started reading it, especially about my own life path and personal number. I couldn't agree more with the description of my own personality according to my 'birth number' that is basically the life path. And I really mean it. It's not vague, it's not bullshit. I came to realise that numbers are merely different energies, from 0-9. This fact is asleep within all of us. All the numbers have different meanings, different vibrations. Numbers are also a way of expressing different energies. Simple as that.
In my case my birth number is 25/7 (The book explains how you calculate your own birth number which is very simple). 2, 5 and 7 - 7 being my actual life path and being the main number in my life that determines me the most. number 7 means spiritual knowledge that pretty much sums up my life purpose and journey so far (and other characteristics associated with it that is written in the book that couldn't be more true). I strongly recommend for everyone to read the book in order to understand yourself better and familiarise yourself with the different meanings of different numbers. You also get to know the people around you better, their personalities, their weaknesses and strengths. Just like astrology, numerology is also a way of expressing different energies and frequencies.
Every day should be Earth day - I think. Every day we should be grateful to live on this beautiful planet. Yet there is only one day out of 365 days that we devote to our home - one day when we try to be more conscious about sustainable choices. Shouldn't that be every day throughout the whole year? I guess that doesn't only depend on us. Humans. We are given certain choices and options we can use to contribute to our planet's sustainability. Earth's destruction has been going on for a long time now. Every planet is unique, but Earth, Gaia, is one of a kind.
Gaia, mother Earth is a living being just like us humans, animals or plants. This planet has been around for quite a while now, talking about a couple billion years. Earth has gone through different stages and ages. we are in the 6th age right now. (How do I know? Please check out the creation series books.) this planet has been home to many other creatures and races throughout millions of years, possibly more. We, humans, don't own it. We live on it. It is our home. Our body and flesh comes from the materials that are on this planet. There's this saying, 'we came from dust and to dust we become'. That's right. We have our earthen bodies that we 'borrow' from this planet. We re in this vehicle temporarily.
We are more connected to Gaia than you can imagine. We all have gaia's spirit in us. We come from her - our physicality. Just feel for yourself: do you have love for this planet? If your answer is no, you're merely arrogant and ignorant. I myself have always had this deep love for Earth, a feeling I cannot really explain. it's just deep love, but gratitude at the same time as well - for its beauty, for all the life forms it provides, and for everything it provides us with. without it, we are nothing. Yet look at its destruction, look what humans do (not just the humans though). Most of the time its not the human conscious mind that chooses to destruct this planet, but the arrogance and negative frequencies within a spirit. arrogance and negativity are what were set up in the first place through the abuse frequencies to praise the original first female and male beings - the two energy fields what we believe and feel the actual 'God' is.
I grew up in a family of five and I have two older sisters. My childhood was a very pleasant experience and I cannot complain about it. i grew up having the things I needed, but not always having the things I wanted. Although what I had was enough, more than other children could wish for. we All want 'Things' when we are a child. This way I leanrt how to appreciate things in life and I am grateful for that. My parents are hard working people and they always did whatever they could for us. I appreciate this the most.
A whole lot depends on the way you are brought up. I am grateful for the way I was brought up. And of course it's a combination of things how our personality turns out To be later on - a combination of upbringing and our actual being. But yes, the way we are brought up is really important.
Having two older sisters was not always as easy as it sounds. Being the youngest of all, I had to deal with the issue of 'being the youngest therefore being the one who needed to be told what to do'. My sisters liked being bossy over me sometimes which I understand - there is a certain characteristic about the youngest, the middle and the oldest child between siblings, and in my experience it truly manifested. my oldest sister was the bossy one, me being the youngest was the most rebellious one, and my middle sister was sort of a combination of both - the middle child is usually 'the odd-one-out'. Our mom was strict with us, and it is a good thing, especially for later on. I am glad she was that way. If she had been too soft with us, we would have become uncontrollable. it is also about learning the right morals. If we had been spoilt we'd have never learnt how to appreciate properly. I was hell of a rebellious child though. I am naturally very stubborn and headstrong, always wanting my way. I was made to be this way, like you were made to be the way you are for a reason. it is in my frequencies, my energy - a personal trait among many other ones. In my teenage years my mom was losing it with me sometimes because no matter what she didn't allow me to do, I did anyway. but then i had to pay the consequences. When I wanted something, I really wanted it. And that included things such as dying my hair, piercings or moving to London on my own. To this day it's the same, except that now I can let go of any material desire, because at the end of the day it is only material and that desire is temporary. we can only re-evaluate true value and desire once we understand what really matters in life.
I have always known about myself that I was different. And by that I mean way deep inside, sort of a loner, a thinker and a dreamer.
When I was a little kid I was always full of joy, giggling, being sweet and always well behaved (okay, mischievous at times). That sweetness has always stayed in me ever since, but as I grew older, a sense of depth and seriousness developed as well from an early age. I only had a few good friends in school, and never belonged to any groups. I was rather like a mediator - I tried to reassure the 'bullied' ones and I never really interacted with the 'popular' ones. I was just on my own. I have always been that quiet type. For some reason my self-expression, like speaking my mind was always suppressed in my school years. It was done by the other side to make me not be able to communicate or speak up for myself. My throat chakra was blocked. It had also got to do with the lack of self-trust. Certain things like this are set up by the other side to make you be a certain way. The ability to speak up has been suppressed for way too long. That suppressing energy has now slowly been dissipating.
I always felt closer to nature than society or people, somehow it just feels more 'homely'. It doesn't mean I didn't want friends. I had a best friend, and that was enough. I was looking for precious connections, like-mindedness, sharing the deeper and meaningful things. I very much wanted a 'best friend' and I was lucky to have one throughout my primary school years, and the same happened during my high school years. I was never that popular kid in school. I was rather 'neutral'. I never really wanted to be popular, but at times I was wondering why I wasn't. And I kept questioning why I felt distant from others in a way, if I was too serious, or just had a very different personality. I didn't though, because I got on well with almost everyone. But how I was perceived in school made me question a lot about myself, my personality and why I lacked in relationships. I liked being on my own, although it made me feel and be lonely. but that is the way I am. I look for values and depth in people that is hard to find.
ZSUZSANNA TOROK, 29, METAPHYSICAL PRACTITIONER 🦄
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